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자려고 누웠다가 컴퓨터를 살짝 다시 켰다.

잘려고 누웠지만 잠이 잘 안와서 책을 보고 있었는데 엄마 일어나시는 소리가 들려서 자는척을 했다. 곰앞에서 죽은 시늉 하는 사람처럼. 엄마가 불을 껐다.

불면증이 있는것같다. 오늘은 커피 안마셨는데. 그래도 오랫만에 눈을 감고 자는척을 하려니까 머릿속에 천장에 소세지처럼 많이 매달린 사람들이 보였다. 파란옷, 초록색옷, 옐로우오커옷을 자루처럼 입고 갈색 허리띄를 맨 노란머리에 주근깨가 있는 사람들이었다. 묶여있긴 했는데 속박당한것이 아니고 그냥 내가 뒤집혀있어서 거꾸로 보는 것이었고 그 사람들은 다 물구나무를 서있는 것이었다.

그리고 부엌에선 그릇 부딫히는 소리가 들렸는데, 우리 가족은 주머니에 넣었다 빼서 녹아내리며 약간 역삼각형 모양이 된 초콜렛같다는 생각이 들었다. 초콜렛이다 우리가족은, 이 말을 갑자기 너무 쓰고싶어져서 컴퓨터를 켰다. 덩어리인데 얇은 덩어리이고 갈색이고 단 냄새가 나고 물컹했다 굳어졌다 한단말이다. 조금 있다 일어나야지.


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불면증 왜 생겼어?
난 방에 컴터가 생김으로써 그렇다
그리고 내가 생각하지 않는데 내가 생각의 숙주가 되서 그렇다
사실, 난 옆사람을 매우 닮아가서 그래
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멀라 원래 밤에 잘 못자는데 요즘엔 아예 못자네. 커피도 많이마셔. 생각의 숙주라니, 표현만큼은 정말 멋지다. 옆사람도 언닐 닮아가면, 두명이 중간쯤에 이르르면, 그것은 좋겠는걸. 옆사람을 닮아가는거면 난 옆에 비행기의 모터같은 사람이 있었으면 좋겠는걸. 난 막 타고 날아다닐래. 합체하면 잠수함이 되는 사람이라면 물밑을 탐험해. 둘다 가라앉으면 안돼 항상 떠있도록 서로 연료를 만들어내야해
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