귓속에서 노랫소리가 난다. 어떤 노래가 반복되는데 노래 전체가 아니고 베이스같은 악기 하나의 연주부분만 들리는데, 이 소리가 계속 들리고 있다는 것을 의식 못하고 있다가 잘려고 누웠다가 갑자기 깨달았다. 무슨 화이트노이즈나 시계소리처럼 알지 못하게 반복된다. 도미솔솔미도도미솔솔미도도파라라파라도파라라파라도미솔미도도미솔솔미도...몇시간째 계속된것 같은데 숨처럼 자연스러워서 알지도 못한것같다, 아 근데 노력해도 소리가 안없어진다. 머릿속에 퓨즈가 나가 자율신경으로 바뀌어버린 고장난 악기하나가 있는것같다. 소리가 난다는걸 모를땐 아무렇지도 않았는데 알고나니까 어찌할바를 모르겠다. 나도모르게 저녁부터 지금까지 계속 저 리듬에 맞춰서 움직이고 말하고 읽고 쓰고 씻고 했구나. 뭔가 마시거나 먹으면 소리가 뱃속으로 꺼질까?
이어폰을 끼면 수많은 소리를 듣는데 왜 꼭 한 대목만 걸러져서 껌같이 딱 뇌리에 붙어버렸는지. 껌씹는것같다.
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